tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596522382677342386.post4508097659432859122..comments2023-11-02T09:13:54.430-05:00Comments on Here and Now : It's All An IllusionAngelahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05748840293468845389noreply@blogger.comBlogger9125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596522382677342386.post-29689644880160506222010-08-12T16:09:41.136-05:002010-08-12T16:09:41.136-05:00Hi Angela,
thank you for your comment on my post. ...Hi Angela,<br />thank you for your comment on my post. I can totally relate to what you said above. Somedays its really really hard, and I SO KNOW the feeling of missing my "old body". Sometimes ED-Monster screams inside me wanting "it" back. But on somedays i realize that maybe there is something worth fighting for, and its not directly linked to my weight.<br /><br /><br />Have you bought the book? If so, did you already have a glimpse? How do you like it?<br /><br />Hugs,<br />KatAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596522382677342386.post-28910411747944383172010-08-12T14:11:13.448-05:002010-08-12T14:11:13.448-05:00I totally understand this. I have said the same th...I totally understand this. I have said the same thing myself to my old psychologist. It felt like it would never stop but it has for me after such a long fight. There are still days that I wake up and have to fight but these days, thankfully are less and less. The new body is a hard one. That is the part I am still dealing with. I can't tell if I am normal size or larger than normal or smaller. My perception of size completely screwed up and so is portion sizes of meals, because I don't know what is normal. It will ease over time.<br />~Sarah~Sairshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09110575221596955775noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596522382677342386.post-57645652091789070862010-08-12T13:06:48.186-05:002010-08-12T13:06:48.186-05:00reading this was really sad....
but i want to tell...reading this was really sad....<br />but i want to tell you, you will always feel like you're at war with your mind, be it anorexia or any other bad 'habit'. but in the end you just have to try and find the happy moments that stand out. and be grateful for them. be grateful for having a supportive husband for example. he was always there for you <3<br /><br />xoxo.https://www.blogger.com/profile/14436441307035189207noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596522382677342386.post-43737231783794615422010-08-12T12:30:41.804-05:002010-08-12T12:30:41.804-05:00The illusion of invisibility? Can relate! 3 days a...The illusion of invisibility? Can relate! 3 days ago my therapist team looked at the pics I painted between the trauma therpay intervall. I said I am not good in painting persepctive or portraits hence no of my pics has faces!!!!!!!!! They gently but firmly kept me there. I felt invisible and that meant as well that I didnt need to keep a face, no need hiding shame etc, I wasnt seen anyway.......<br /><br />Same day I regresses into a baby - guess that is where it started, that my Mother didnt see me. <br />Now I dont deserve to be seen as I should be here anyway. I am terribly exhausted yet it was necessary to move on and through. I am so tired........<br />Love from my heart to yours.Paulahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07241317042459836045noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596522382677342386.post-48275753110744968462010-08-12T11:35:36.081-05:002010-08-12T11:35:36.081-05:00I feel the same way, as if there will always be a ...I feel the same way, as if there will always be a war within my mind. I am just starting *again* on the road to recovery. This is so hard . . .<br /><br />I admire your courage and honesty. You can make it through. <br /><br />{{{Hugs}}}<br /><br />AngelaAngela Elain Gambrelhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08199876962091491591noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596522382677342386.post-54003684521231855562010-08-12T08:07:36.636-05:002010-08-12T08:07:36.636-05:00You have the power to make your life whatever you ...You have the power to make your life whatever you want it to be.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596522382677342386.post-61020593404725078342010-08-12T06:20:39.563-05:002010-08-12T06:20:39.563-05:00eternally at war with my mind, that could describe...eternally at war with my mind, that could describe all of us at one time or another. It's when things seem worse that you must not quit.Annhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12886333496997952719noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596522382677342386.post-11835089621214819722010-08-12T05:40:00.866-05:002010-08-12T05:40:00.866-05:00Here listening Angela, ((((Angela))))Here listening Angela, ((((Angela))))Just Be Realhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15815210059310140144noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596522382677342386.post-72473725431844907972010-08-12T00:44:49.279-05:002010-08-12T00:44:49.279-05:00' "I'm so tired," I cry. "I...' "I'm so tired," I cry. "I'm so very, very tired." '<br /><br />I know exactly the feeling. Recovery is always hard, but some days...somedays it is simply just too hard to deal with, and yet there's nothing else you can do! Recover or fall back into ED. There is no middle ground. <br /><br />And that is beyond exhausting.<br /><br />Your strength always amazes me--I know you can do this! It's ok to be tired. Keep the faith in you and your recovery.Flanneryhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07505841381044701333noreply@blogger.com