Haircuts And Happiness

I had the greatest urge to go upstairs yesterday and chop off all of my hair. Maybe I'm related to Brittany Spears? Hmmmm... I resisted the urge, and instead I walked into the salon nearest to our house, and told THEM to chop it all off! I wasn't sure about it at first, but I like it. This morning it just took me 10 minutes of blow drying, and I was done.
Here is a pic

I just got off of the phone with my therapist, and she is calling Renfrew tomorrow to start my admission process. She was very excited that I came to this decision on my own. I'm relieved to hear that she isn't disappointed in me. That, for some reason, just really worried me. I'm relieved, but so terrified! There is so much to think about. Telling my work, telling the kids, my parents. I'm shaking just thinking about it. I feel in my heart that this is the right thing to do though. I need to do this for me, because I deserve to be happy. I deserve to live.
Much love to all of you. I'm blessed with amazing friends!