Letting go

I am really struggling to come out from under
this blanket of depression that is making my
life feel so dark and hopeless. I can't seem to
put my finger on why I am feeling this way.
I feel no excitement or joy in living. Empty
and motionless. I serve no purpose, just taking
up space. I look forward into darkness and wish
only to close my eyes and let go. If I could only
let go.