Tomorrow

I'm struggling with sleeping through the night lately. I'm just so ready to be home with my family, and hold them all in my arms. I cannot wait until tomorrow! I'm trying to get used to all of the emotions and feelings that wash over me and take me by surprise. It can be so overwhelming at times, but I know that it is better to feel them than to hide them with my eating disorder. I wouldn't be honest if I didn't say that I still have disordered thoughts though. I have stuck to three meals a day since my discharge. I just need to schedule my eating for now, even though I still hear those thoughts in my head. I'm determined to beat this no matter how many obstacles stand in my way!