Here and Now

I had my last therapy session before I leave for Renfrew. Dave went with me, and it was very emotionally draining for all of us. Even my therapist cried! She gave me her magic fairy doll that she has always kept in her office. She told me that it was very special to her, but that I could borrow it while I was away. She knows how much I always worry that people are going to leave me, so she figured that if she gave me something of hers that was important to her, then I would know that she wasn't going anywhere. She would still be here for me when I return. She made me promise to bring her fairy back safe and sound. She is just the best therapist. My nutritionist was also able to get me in tonight. I just really needed to be able to see her before I left. I feel such a huge connection with both my therapist and nutritionist. I am really going to miss them! ~ The Magic Fairy :) Tomorrow I go and get my lab work and EKG done, and then I will go and talk to my work about a leave of abs...

I cannot believe that it is nearly Halloween! My son Justice turns 12 on Halloween. There is nothing like looking up during labor to see your obgyn getting ready to deliver your baby while skeleton earrings dangle from her ears! This year my boss invited my family to a costume party. I'm excited to wear my fairy costume. It has been days since I wore it last. Seriously though, my costume sort of looks like the one the fairy in the pic above is wearing. Hehe. I better get to bed before I get any funnier! Sweet dreams and fairy kisses